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R.I.P Joel Rafael August 15, 1986 - October 18th, 2004
Joel, you will be missed by all. our prayers& wishes go out to your family & friends. hope ur having fun with the Big Man..
we will miss you dearly..
the question is...why ?
we may never know...
In every second, a word is added to a page in your life. Every step taken is a new sentence describing your journey on your road.
Every one has a story to tell, everyone has a path to walk.
What you do in life describes what happens next in your story.
What you do next can lead you anywhere on your road.
Everyone has hoped to leave a story behind that can be passed on.
Sometimes people want to pass on their story sooner than others, which leads to an unwanted ending. I always had faith that maybe people can keep walking on their road to see where it leads them, but sometimes it doesn’t always happen. So maybe somehow I can help some of these people finally have their story told to be passed on and remembered. So here I give this flower that anyone can post on their xanga or anywhere they would wish to in honor of those who never got to tell their story and hope they found true happiness.
Post it not only for ones whose story is not told but also for any dear one who has passed in remembrance.

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| hey everyone, well yeah haha i`m back to xanga =] .. anyways i`m not in the m0od for updating right now bcuz i have alot of HW.. but i`ll be back haha.. oh yeah check out my brother`s xanga >> www.xanga.com/brown_giant it`s pretty funny ;D* .. OH & biNk0`s too >> www.xanga.com/hello_itsme_binko buwaha !! alright *piECES for now =]
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| hey everyone !! .. J0iN THE BLOG RiNG " KAMiLAH SUCkS M0NkEY NUTZ " hahaha .. it`s off the chains ! =] please & thank you *piECES |
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| alright well .. i`ve been lazy to update soo yeah haha.. whatevers let`s just say i`ve had a d0pe ass week =]. yeaah chillen w/ the h0mies & my gerrLs ;D* .. thats g0od stuff haha !! anywh0 .. yeah wednesday .. rhea.eRiCa.&rae-Lynne w0ke my ass up like always to get me for aSB haha so yeah.. we went around 10 hah .. chilled did fun stuff. yeah i jammed out early bcuz i had to pack for my piaN0 c0MPS haha.. called up rae-Lynne & my br0ther&neiL got me at the back of the school. went home chilled. ate while watching music videos. then practiced my music. yah yah .. whatevers.around 5-ish my mom. brother. grandma & i jammed out .. to LA haha yeah it was k0o nice ass hotel. S H E R A T 0 N haha k0oL bean dude ! yeah when i got there i called up mikee to meet in the l0bby haha. yeah got my stuff put them away. chilled in the r0om .. then went down. practiced . walked around w/ my br0ther&mikEe .. haha fuuCk the p0oL was small hahaha !! .. anyways yeah we just sat in front of the bar talking .. then we awl headed back up to our roooms like at 11. then my cousins // shelly&aviLynn & my sister finally came. we awl chilled ate .. then went back down again around 1 .. played in the c0mp rooms. then went up around 2 .. i couldnt sleep .. haha stay up w/ my cousins & talked to jonathan for a bit .. haha man it was hilarious. too many insiders once again.. aww shelly had to put me alseep like a baby ;D* .. lol it was funny shit. haha yeah i knocked out around 4 .. & i had to wake up at 645am hahaha i`m fucken stupid huh ? yeah anyways.. when i woke up [[ THURSDAY ]] me&shelly headed down for me to practice. thenw ent back up. did my hair & make-up .. headed down @ like 9.. whatevers yeah ahah i played w0o .. haha. yeah then after we watched mikEe play.. W0OT W0O GO0D J0B H0MiE !! haha `` c r a t e r FACE hahaha that was fucken hilarious too. anywho yeah.. we checked out.. around 12.. headed down to cerritos to chill at my casssin`s cRiB .. & deng doode there was some shit that happend. i`m lazy to get into details.. but let`s just say we were involved w/ the p0-p0`s hah .. yeah whatevers i ended up staying at cerrti0s.. jsut me&my brother haha.. yeah it was k0oL beans.. we chilled .. rented chainsaw masscre .. hahah FUCK I WATCHED IT whiLe i was awl c`RUNkED that SHiT is a trriiP hahah .. oh man .. anywyas yeah.. knocked out around 3 er 4 .. woke up the next day [[ FRiDAY ]] .. around 230 haha i had a mean oL` hang over >=T .. hahaha whatevers.. yeah g0t ready for the pian0 banquet headed out at 5. hah yeah when we g0t there .. i saw s0me famiLiar faces ;D* .. yeah haha it was funny.. mMm i saw some ky0oties haha.. especially this one guy named stephen haha.. fucken mikEe man.. he wouldn`t look over at me when you were near me lol. ass fuCk ! but yeah it was koo .. while walking towards the banquet it was " p r 0 m " k0oL beans haha .. yeah yeah then .. during the banquet .. it was fucken fun shit.. haha " i like hip-h0p .. yeah HiP-H0P DON`T STOP " -- nigga v0ice shelly.. & it was like a f0rmal ass banquet hahaha she said it awl loud too haha ! anywho yeah.. we were mostly just chillen the whole time .. haha fucking idiots were hitting on a 14-year old hahaha fucken hilarious .. but they ddint know [[ mikee&my brother ]] haha ! yeaah she was real pretty too & tall .. shiiiet .. haha yeah ..but yeah then like 15minutes towards the end of the banquet.. stephen sat next to =] .. he`s h0tt stuff haha ! .. yeaah .. we talked .. t0ok pictures ;D* .. mMm hahah jk .. but yeah then before we left funny shit happen w/ me& brother.. & i g0t stephen`s number XD w0ot w0o .. haha yeuP .. then jammed out around 11 .. g0t home at like 12-ish .. kn0cked the fuuck out hah.
>> sATURDAY
haha yeah uh, just w0ke up like at 12-ish.. chilled for a bit i couldn`t go out bcuz i was out for the whole soo yeah hah it was awl gravy .. hah .. i just played piano . talked on the phone. went online & ate. o0oh yeah & watched s0me tv hah .. nothing was on though >=[ .. anywh0 .. yah .. uhm i ono my brohter`s freidns came over.. so it was just a lil` kiCk back. hah. yeah then i talked to best friend on the phone finally & we updated each other i guess haha.. yeah i was soo sad bcuz i l0st stephen`s number.. then he i./ms me like 3-4am .. & he still had my s/n from last year i was like FUCK YEAH hahaha .. yeah so we tlaked on the phone til` like.. 530am ? .. aww he`s too ky0ot to talk to.. haha he has an adorabLe laugh ;D* .. haha .. anyways yeah i woke up at 930. got ready for church.. it was koo.. i learned something..
" Sometimes in life, you have to learn how to hate the things you onced loved .. " -- my pre-ch0r
after church me&my famiLy went to base.. to do our gr0cery sh0pping haha.. i saw my GERLFRiEND in acti0n ;D* .. w0rking @ the comissary haha .. yeuP .. yee-UH we g0t maad junk f0od -=D .. hahaha .. yeah g0t home chilled once again.. mikE came over.. so we awl chilled. then yeah now.. neiL`s here too soo yeah i think biNk0 is coming over soon.. & we`re pr0lly head out to get osme jaMBA jUiCe or whatevers & yeah chill .. so we`re just waiting on her ass !!.. so yeah i`m out.. *piECES guys =] |
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